Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

It was some times in 04 that a great friend of mine introduce me to a weblog. My friend told me to look at that weblog to see how a couple can love each other. The author of that weblog was a lady who used to write about human rights in her life. beautiful stories about how she sees the world around her and her reactions to what happens around. she was married for more than 5-6 years and she was still madly inlove with her housband. for me that was a very interesting case. its hard for me to accept how ppl who are married more than couple of years can still love each other and miss each other like they are still in their honymoons. and she was some one who could prove this that love can last longer than honymoon.
my dearest friend who introduced me to that website, she was married recently. I couldn't believe she've got married, i didn't know she was that serious in her relationship but when I saw her with her husband i've got to the conclusion that getting married is not as bad and scary as I used to think, it can be some thing nice and sweet.

years passes on, I was in touch with my friend and saw how things changed, but the author of that weblog stop writting after a while and i missed so much her writings.

today accidentally i found her new weblog, i went through all her posts and i find out she is divorced. or should i say she is also divorced

Seems like she still has so much feeling for her ex husband, and beacuse of some problems they just agreed to be seperated
when my friend got divorce it was long time that she didn't have any feeling for her housband.



I'm shocked, scared and ambiguous

Maybe its interesting to think that nothing is forever, what you feel, how you feel and even things that are going great is not forever.

and still life will goes on...